The Ghost Of A Lonely AxeGirl

I would love to type and get everything out that I’m feeling…. but AxeGirl is a wreck today. Too many things hit me at once and now I just fell like:

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…..yeah….

and this…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HO4e4nCYBEo

Lyrics:

Two A.M, where do I begin?
I’m crying off my face again, 
The silent sound of loneliness want’s to follow me to bed.
I’m the ghost of a girl that I want to be most,
I’m the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in a an empty room,
can the lonely take the place of you?

I sing myself a quiet lullaby, 
let you go and let the lonely in,
to take me heart again.

To afraid to go outside, 
for the pain of one more loveless night.
‘Cuz the loneliness will stay with me, 
and hold me till I fall asleep.
I’m the ghost of a girl that I want to be most, 
i’m the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in an empty room, 
Can that lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby, 
let you go and let the lonely in,
to take my heart again.

Broken pieces of,
A barely breathing story, 
where there once was love,
now there’s only me, 
and the lonely.

Dancing slowly in an empty room, 
can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby, 
let you go and let the lonely in,
to take my heart again.

 

I’ve seriously lost myself. I’ve always thought I had a fairly strong grasp on who I was and what not… obviously not. 
I look in the mirror and hate myself. I am constantly failing my Dylan and disappointing him. 

Who Are You, AxeGirl?

Where Did You Go?

When Are You Coming Back?

….I miss you, so much. 

-the ghost of AxeGirl

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